27 variations ________He glimpses joy and heartbreak

anything and everything

Sat, 24 May 2008 15:48:50 GMT

i'm finally back.amazingly i survived this half a year. without much use. wadever man.my results still suck.i'm like confirm gonna get retained. -wow-half the cohort can do it and i'm one of those that suck like hell. -claps heartily-you think i care?
ohkay fine. i care. but i dont give a hoot now. serious man, complain to me and i will...raise my fist, shake it super close to your face and...whadever, walk away.uber sian. study like crap still cant make it. lesson learnt: no need to study. shld have just spend my time more effectively, like playing com game. i havent been playing dota for like..super long.or read manga. roar. waaaste of time.
anyway. my supposedly holiday is seriously packed. i have like a few different things going on during a same day. first i have maths lesson. den bsp camp frm 27-29 may. 1-14 june china. 15-20 dance prac.18-20 june maths lesson. its totally full. i dont even have time to take a break man. sian bo.
anyway, i got through the interview for museum guide. suppose its last yr, i wld have been quite happy to hear that. now, after knowing bout it, i dont even like feel happy or wad.
and guess whad. i'm constatnly being ignore by the person that i most dun wan to get ignored by. if you dont get was i mean den too bad. i seriously hate that. zzz. but wad to do? nothing. i cant even do anything man. how pathetic and sucky.
who cares. today was rv open hse. woke up super early and is super tired now. dun give a damn already. i'm gonna go sleep.

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Thu, 18 Oct 2007 16:03:25 GMT

wadever.

i'm so gonna be a complete mugger next year.

GPA 3.

i'm so gonna pwn you.

transition into a mugger.

i'm sad.

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 07:05:59 GMT

忘了是怎麼開始　也許就是對你　有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己　已深深愛上你　真的很簡單

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂　是是非非無法抉擇　喔～
沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨　那個瘋狂的人是我　喔～

I LOVE U　無法不愛你 BABY 說你也愛我　嗚
I LOVE U　永遠不願意 BABY 失去你

不可能更快樂　只要能在一起　做什麼都可以
雖然　世界變個不停　用最真誠的心　讓愛變的簡單

愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂　是是非非無法抉擇　喔～
沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨　那個瘋狂的人是我　喔～

I LOVE U　一直在這裡　BABY　一直在愛你　嗚 ya~
I LOVE U　(yes I do)　永遠都不放棄　這愛你的權利

如果你還有一些困惑 Oh No　貼著我的心傾聽
聽我說著　愛你 (yes I do)

I LOVE U　喔(YES I DO)　一直在這裡　BABY OH YA~
一直在愛你　喔
I LOVE U　永遠都不放棄　這愛你的權力

心中的日月

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 06:34:09 GMT

I'm losing my place.
being replaced.
Hidden meanings.
with little understanding.
I'm jealous.
what can i do?
So near yet too far.
we are being ironical.
Time stops for no one.
i will stop for more time.

Too much changes.
i'm unrecognizable.
What was said.
became unntouchable.
Hypo
-crite
were we?
Judgement.
who were you
to place anything.
Significant disgreements.
linear equations.
funny.
i never once thought about it.
So sorry.
would you like to repeat what you said?
I apologise.
that i'm slow to you.

june 27'

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 14:03:30 GMT

the past few days went through and i thought i was in hell.
anyway, hols are over. exams .

I'M DEAD.
yeah rite.i need a life man. seriously. but who doesnt.

anyway. got a stupid new habit. all thanx to jie en and the retarded flashing polar bear,madel. their sense of accuracy nvr fails to amaze me. so does madel's sarcasm, and her idioticness, for that i admire her, with her continuous breakthrough of lvls of retardness with each passing day. her weights training is seriously taking efftect. the number of palm prints just counting today. woah. god.

SYF opening. two days. went for the rehersal today. realised wad i've been doing all this while is dangerous dancing. without my specs i can like wad still sprint down the steps which are like wad, steep. the continuous nights of piaing my stupid things since before the start of hols until is seriously taking a toll on me. i have no one break yet. and this term is gonna be so damn packed. i nid time. time. time. time. makes me think of maths. AND my holiday assignment which i unfortunately, didnt touch at all until like the past 24 hrs.

and my SS. and Chem.and Physics. and wad else? oh yah the reflections i was suppose to hand in today.
when am i going to finish my stupid hw.

i realiswed i became more draggy. wadever. actually have alot of things to say. actually to complain. but due to the lack of time and to someone else request., i shall not do it today. anyway, i cant tolerate this kind of things going on for to long so i'm gonna burst any day. so wait. haha.

oh yah. the shen zhou liu hao's back.

end of break? did i even have one?

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 06:07:33 GMT

gonna go back to skl tml.
time pass too fast for my liking. spent 3 wks of holiday out of the hse.
my homework?total garbage.
SYF opening on the 29th. the feeling missin. wad to do? dont ask me. not feeling up to it.
god.why is life so depressing?

anyway, as the VP of RCC, i wont let my life be so depressing for long.
who noes, i may be doing something retarded again tml.

like that time in taiwan airport, madel the president and me did things retardly retard.
first we went to this bkshop & i bought bks.was paying for it when that counter guy asked if i would like a bag.
intaiwan, every single plastic bag nid money, being not vry rich, i said no.
madel thought i didnt want one cuz i have no place to keep that extra bag already.
she was about to comment when i said without thinking:" nid money?"-.-
without thinking okay.
then the person face was twitching with laughter and said no.
and i said "no nid money ah okay i want the bag."
and all these happen in a span of TEN second.
it seems i'm being vry cheapskate. but it's just another habit i develop in taiwan.

anyway, we went to buy something to eat after tt. den madel did something damn retarded at the counter.
no wonder we are the president and the vice-p.
retarded to the extend that neither of us dared to go and retrieved our spoons which we happily forgot to take after trying to escape from the cashier.
who was laughing out openly.

if i were to talk bout the things we did in that half an hour? i probably cant finish. and this arent the retardest of all. who can believe it. we ARE retarded.

they even provide a horny icon? i'm amused. will find somtime to use that. shall i?